I love God, I love Jesus and I am proud about my faith. But I'm not going to be a hypocrite and say that I never had doubts or that I never got mad at God, because truth is, we all do. (It's not just me right?) During the tough times, when we have to wait and wait and wait again, and when it all gets a little too hard to keep on waiting, we tend to think that it is all God's fault. 'Why is God not doing anything? Why is He talking too long to respond? Why does he allow these to happen in my life?'
Just like anyone else, my life isn't perfect and there are a lot of ups and downs that my family and I go through each day. There are times when I blame God or worse, get mad at Him when I can't blame anyone else. When things don't go the way I want them to be or when I don't understand His purpose behind what's happening. I often find it hard to accept that I don't and I won't always get what I want, when I want it. But how dare me right? God could totally just take away from me the ability to breathe and I would die in an instant. But He doesn't! He's too merciful, loving, and patient to do that. So whenever I'm about to blame God for something, I'm reminded of His love, and of course I feel guilty, but rather than letting the guilt eat me alive, I find it better to focus on how I can trust in God's love and purpose for my life. God is good! So whenever you feel like blaming God or getting mad at Him, take what Biebs said at the 'One Love Manchester' concert a few days ago: